Well this is the last month and I will try to give information that I have learned through my journey this month. I hope it helps you all too.
The first thing I started out with was self evaluation. I prayed a lot and asked Jesus to show me why I am overweight. We all usually have something there. OK so there is a few out there that just learned bad eating habits but be truthful most of us have a deeper reason especially if you have struggled to lose. Yes bad eating has contributed but why are you eating? Through prayer I was shown that mine was because sixteen years ago when my husband and I got together he used to tell me. “If you ever get fat I will leave you.” Of course he shouldn’t have done that but he didn’t realize that it would effect me like it had. In fact I didn’t mentally realize it either. Through prayer I finally seen the answer. I needed to know that I was loved for me. Not because of how I looked. I wanted to be loved no matter what. Of course thru these years when things were stressful I would eat and eat. When the Lord showed this to me I prayed that He would let me know for sure that I am loved. That I wouldn’t have to doubt. The next Sunday at church I had this sweet lady hug me and tell me “How are you? You have been on my mind all week and the Lord want’s you to know that you are loved.” Well the tears started falling. How cool that He would let me know from someone that didn’t even know what was going on. What a confirmation. So then I told my husband what I had been shown was my issue and of course he felt bad that he would ever had said such a thing and told me ”In fact I love you more now than I did back then.” I was now released. I could lose all this weight that I had unknowingly put on to to know that I would be loved for just me. That is how my journey began. We all want to know that we are loved for us. I pray that you will figure out your reason too. It will set you free.
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